Irabu’s Tragic Death Follows Career Haunted by Unfulfilled Expectations

(The following is being syndicated from The Captain’s Blog).

Hideki Irabu, the first Japanese born player to wear pinstripes, was found dead in his Los Angeles’ home on Thursday, the victim of an apparent suicide.

At his introductory press conference, Irabu tries on the pinstripes he always wanted wear.

When Irabu first came to the United States, he was billed as the Japanese Roger Clemens, but his career yielded more punch lines than punch outs. That’s why it’s easy to forget he was once one of the most coveted international free agents in recent memory.

In the winter of 1997, the San Diego Padres were granted the right to exclusively negotiate with Irabu, who, as a member of the Chiba Lotte Marines, was considered by many to be the best pitcher in Japan. However, Irabu had other plans. He only wanted to play for the Yankees. After much wrangling between the Marines, Padres and Yankees, Irabu was finally able to strong arm his way to New York. At the time, it seemed like a match made in heaven. One of the best international pitchers was bringing his star to Broadway. What could possibly go wrong?

During the All Star break, the Yankees decided that it was time to summon Irabu to the Bronx. Over 51,000 fans packed the Stadium to see his debut on July 10, 1997, and I was lucky enough to be one of them. With the exception of Opening Day and the inaugural interleague series against the Mets, it was the largest crowd of the season, and despite being just a regular season game, the level of anticipation rivaled October.

This was more than I ever dreamed about or imagined for this night. The support of the team is something I can’t compare. I wouldn’t sell what I was able to feel today for anything.”– Hideki Irabu, quoted in the New York Daily News, July 11, 1997

Over 6 2/3 innings, Irabu struck out nine Tigers, each one sending the Stadium crowd into an increasing state of delirium. After the game, which was an anti-climatic 10-3 victory, the excitement was still palpable. Although the Yankees had failed to get the real Roger Clemens during the offseason, it appeared as if they had found the next best thing. Then reality set in. Over his next seven starts, which were interrupted by a stint in the minors, Irabu posted an ERA of 8.72. Soon thereafter, he was demoted to the bullpen and then left off the playoff roster. As quickly as he burst on the scene, Irabu’s star had been extinguished.

Over 50,000 fans packed the Stadium for Irabu's debut on July 10, 1997.

Well, that’s not really true. Following his dismal debut, it would have been easy for Irabu to crawl into a shell, but instead, the right hander rebounded with a strong season in 1998. What’s more, for a stretch during that historic season, Irabu was actually the best pitcher on the team.  In fact, in May, the same month in which David Wells threw a perfect game, Irabu was named the best pitcher in the American League. Although his second half was marred by poor performance, Irabu was still an important part of one of the best teams in baseball history.

In 1999, the Yankees stopped settling for the Japanese version of Roger Clemens and acquired the real thing. During that season, Clemens and Irabu pitched as members of the same staff and posted very similar statistics. What’s more, Irabu also wound up relieving Clemens in game three of the 1999 ALCS. In two innings, the Rocket gave up five runs; in four-plus, Irabu surrendered eight. Ironically, these two pitchers, linked because of their unique talent, were finally united in shared disappointment.

Roger Clemens vs. Hideki Irabu, 1999 Stats

Roger Clemens 14 10 187.2 163 4.60 103 1.465
Hideki Irabu 11 7 169.1 133 4.84 98 1.335


Irabu and the Boss share one of the better moments in their often stormy relationship.

Despite having a respectable season, 1999 was still the year that Irabu unfairly became the joke most now remember. In particular, one inconsequential event during Spring Training branded him for the rest of his career. After failing to cover first base on a ground ball, Irabu was blasted in the media by Yankees’ owner George M. Steinbrenner. He’s a “fat pussy toad”, the Boss roared. Although Steinbrenner would later apologize for his outburst, that insult would follow Irabu around and eventually become his legacy.

Irabu last crossed paths with the Yankees on June 13, 2001. Now a member of the Expos, the right hander was scheduled to face the Bronx Bombers in an interleague matchup at Yankee Stadium. Naturally, his mound opponent was Roger Clemens. Unlike his debut four years earlier, there was no excitement in the crowd. His second innings strikeouts of Scott Brosius and Alfonso Soriano didn’t elicit a cheer. The Yankees won the game 9-3, but this time Irabu was just an afterthought.  “The Yankees are the Yankees,” Irabu told the press after the game. It was a lesson he learned the hard way.

During his career, Irabu, like most ball players, wasn’t a stranger to alcohol. After his debut performance, he answered questions with a beer in one hand and a cigarette in the other. It would be a regular scene after one of his starts. Beer always seemed to be a comfort for Irabu. The Yankees even went so far as to stock all team facilities with Sapporo so Irabu would feel more at home. After his retirement, however, it soon became clear that his relationship with alcohol was more than recreational.  In 2008, Irabu was arrested in Japan for allegedly attacking a bartender after consuming 20 mugs of beer. Then, in May 2010, he was pulled over by the LAPD and booked on suspicion of drunken driving. Whether it existed during his playing days, or developed as a crutch in retirement, Irabu had a drinking problem.

Who knows what other problems Irabu had? There must have been many. What else could drive a man to hang himself, especially one who had accomplished so much? It’s almost hard to fathom, unless, of course, like everyone else, he viewed himself as a failure.

Irabu tips his cap to an appreciative crowd after exiting his first big league game. Too bad Irabu didn't remember those cheers before deciding to take his life.

When Irabu walked off the mound after his major league debut, everyone showered him with affection. After the game, he talked about how good that reaction made him feel, but, unfortunately, those kinds of moments were few and far between. We’ll likely never know whether Irabu’s inability to live up to lofty expectations ultimately culminated in his demise, but if so, it’s hard not to think that every slow walk from the mound after a bad outing, often to a chorus of boos, was bringing him one step closer to his tragic fate.

Selfishly, it’s more comforting to think that alcoholism, or some other deep rooted psychological problem, led to Irabu’s despair. It couldn’t have been his lackluster major league career. Suicide for any reason is tragic, but for Irabu, it would be an even greater shame if the reason he took his own life was simply because he was never able to be the Japanese Roger Clemens.

3 thoughts on “Irabu’s Tragic Death Follows Career Haunted by Unfulfilled Expectations

  1. From the Times article you linked to, this quote is great with the benefit of hindsight:

    “Second, where would John Wetteland have fit in? That’s much easier to answer: In the closer role and solving New York’s most nagging problem.”

  2. I’ve read some articles where Irabu’s wife left him and allegedly took his and her two children, and that could’ve triggered Irabu’s suicide among other things, if she indeed took the kids with her. Some people invest so much love and life in their families, they snap when their families are taken from them, Irabu could’ve been one of those people. Maybe he was suffering an early midlife crisis with or without a “What do I do know or what could I do if I can’t make it back to Japanese or Major League baseball?” anxiety or one where that question is only rhetorical and he decided the window on his comeback had closed. I’d imagine Irabu considered baseball a love of his life the biggest one after his wife and children, so maybe losing his wife and kids after the dream of a comeback pushed him to kill himself. Maybe whichever loss came first triggered the other.

    In the end I think all the abuse he took as a child and young man for being mixed-race and part American (Japanese mother and white American father), the abuse he took as an MLB player esp. by George Steinbrenner,the lack of a father figure (Irabu was the son of an absentee American father), all the pressure the teams he played for and he himself placed on his shoulders, all the expectations for him by every team he pitched for, his wife leaving him, and his problems with alcohol if not full-blown alcoholism were the recipe for his suicide.

    This tragedy makes me appreciate Nick Swisher even more. He’s so upbeat he definitely bleeds like he is that off the field, and you know what? Who knows what he’s gone through in his life? He gets that while baseball is serious business, it’s also a game and you should have as much fun with it, or strike as best the proper balance between business and fun as you can with it. He keeps it in perspective. As much as I carry on on here hahaha, I keep it in perspective, too.

    A truly heartbreaking story because it didn’t have to be this way. Too bad it was a failed hanging where Irabu was taken away and just strapped down, prevented from doing more harm to himself, Bobby V. even some Yankees come visit him and tell him why he should live. I am truly shocked and saddened by this suicide.

    Maybe Irabu find peace wherever he may be.

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